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Wow, first actual post in a while. Okay so some updates: I made a tumblr for my story which I'll be posting sometimes in in the beginning in February, cuz I'm getting a new laptop (yay), and I also started a kind of blog/journal that's already set up and I'll be posting that if anyone asks me to :). Yeah, Lily Allen is amazing.

Tris is in love with his best friend. Well, ex-best friend. After the accident, they were separated. He does blame himself, but what was he supposed to do? It was all for her. Maybe they're supposed to be apart. He always had a hard time keeping things bottled up, especially his feelings for her.
 
And she's so different. They changed her. She's like the rest of them, so prissy and proper. She wouldn't give him a second glance now.
 
Today was the first day he saw her in months. He spent his summer getting burnt out and wasted in his room. She was probably at her grandma's, reading books and being a good girl like she was taught. So fake.
 
He still knew her though. He could even prove it...
 
Tristan KNOWS she's in there. Behind the haze, and the stolen memory, she's still Savannah. She's just temporarily brain washed. She won't like the truth, but she has to know how he felt, and what truly happened, why it happened. After all, he lost her way without him, he's circling down the drain

Beneath every cool, calm, sweet girl, beats a beat so intense, it could move mountains. She's a very quiet girl, seen as 'cute'. Can be judgmental, has some disturbing thoughts, thinks too much. Enjoys her privacy, but gets bored easily, so she is a very curious person. Tends to be invisible, so she sees alot of things other's can't. She tells alot of stories in her 'story telling' voice.
 
Savannah was always the ‘good’ girl of the family, the pretty zombie who kept her mouth shut. Everyone knew about her sister. ‘She vile, and scum, and the only time she’s around is when she wants something from us’, says her aunt. Knows how fake she is.
 
Things unravel when Savannah's sister Nahni comes back into town. From the weird dreams, to the crazy impulses, Savannah feels like she’s going mental. Maybe she’s not as innocent as people thought she was.
 
Well, do you think that two souls can survive in one body? Mythically stated, sometimes, in one's previous life, something so traumatic will happen, that the soul will split into two (or even more) upon death. Upon weeks, the part or parts that split away become separate spirits with their own personalities. while both parts live together in one body, the two parts in the body can be unaware of the each other and the split for days, weeks, even years. Certain familiarities or events can trigger that split off spirit, the part that is forced to hide behind the more dominant one. Now, sometimes, these parts can reunite but even when they do, it takes the strongest of forces and time for these souls to become one again, so it's like two or more souls taking turns for one body, for power, for control, but at the end, one life can never be truly shared. With two different spirits, two different desires, who gets to live? And which one does Nahni want to keep? The one kind, obedient, quiet one, that is always following the rules according to her aunt and fells lost all the time? Or the one that's hiding, the one that is rarely seen, the one who makes Nahni feel right again since the accident? and if you believe in that, do you believe in living with only half a soul?
Some things in her closet: http://www.polyvore.com/in_ramonas_suit_case/collection?id=929620

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Counting down: for my big shopping day, winter break, march break, and ending this semester-which is too long if you ask me. Kindle fire soon!

Yeah, I havent been on in ages! Updates; I love love love J.cole, misfits, and cupcakes. Tumblr : golly-gee.tumblr.com , Hope to update more! Story stiil underway sadly. Darn school.